Week 15
So this week has been pretty good! i am starting to enjoy
this a little more and get used to my circumstances here. it has been hard and
i still am not completely there but it is a little easier.
I have been keeping a personal dictionary where i write down
all of the new words that i hear and it is filling up fast! but it has really
been helping me learn the language. i still have trouble with the way that they
say things and the structure of things but i am learning everyday. it has been
nice to have Elder Gozalvez as my comp who speaks practically no english. one
of the things that i noticed this week that is a real disability as we were
talking with a less active member is that i have no idea how to help these
people with some the things they experience in their life. haha im only 19 with
practically no life experience and they expect me to help these people? but as
i was thinkin about that i realized that i dont need to because the gospel of
jesus christ is there to help everyone find their answers and solutions. i love
the invitation that the brethren make to us, that if we have a deep question or
concern in our life, read the book of mormon with it in mind and look for ways
that it answers it. the book truly can answer almost anything in ways you never
wouldve thought.
i have had some experiences with some agnostic people and
even a couple of atheists as well. trying to teach these people or listening to
them make their point kind of tests your faith occasionally. it makes you
really think about what you believe. but all of my doubts disappear when i
realize how perfectly everything in this church fits together. i just thank God
everyday that i was born into a family where i know what i know since i was
born and for the blessings that i have received through that knowledge. it is
so sad to see how lost people are out here and for the ones we find, how hard
they have been searching for the message that we bring. it is amazing.
i was reading in PMG this week about Eternal Marriage
because we are trying to ease this couple into getting married so she can get
baptized because he is less active and i found the coolest quote. it says
´heaven is a continuation of the ideal home´ it made me think of how my future
home might be and how it should be. imagine heaven how you will and then put
that into your own home... pretty cool thought.
Anyway i am learning a ton out here. more than i ever
could have anywhere else. things that i think i always knew, make sense now
and i have been given so much knowledge. i just hope that i can continue
learning and growing constantly. thanks for all of your prayers and support i
really have felt the strength and the hand of the Lord in my life these recent 3
months.
oh and i found out when we are heading to the temple. We are
going Nov 29th at like the 8:30 morning session here. so i am excited. time is
going by pretty fast i cant believe this transfer is already winding down. i am
excited to see where i might be transferred next. I might have to train because
we have a ton of noobs coming in. that would be super hard but fun.
ya anyway reading over what i just wrote makes me feel a
little weird like that was all gospely so i gotta say some more. cant wait to
get home to play some fetching ball. cant wait to speak spanish like a boss.
Brett said it best, ´aint no billionaire that didnt have to work hard´ to be a
boss you gotta work like one. AMEN
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Much Love,
Elder Mortenson